The Thrill of Writing

Writing is putting thoughts delicately and in an orderly manner to communicate a message, a feeling, a sentiment, an adventure, an image, or simply a thought. To organize your thought processes is to write.

If Life Is a Stage

I try not to do. Its an ongoing battle; a rustle and tussle between myself and I. Sometimes all I want to do is to let the water fall. I hate it. Its like an ocean with different waves each time. If not a wave, its a storm. I try to make it disappear. To wash away but at times not even I can help myself out. I need reassurance. I look around desperately, trying to find an answer that doesn't have a problem to solve completely. "There is simply nothing" is what I hear. Lies because they are compulsive. Dark tormented untruths that try to haunt me constantly. And I'm afraid. I feel complete, but it terrifies me to loose it all. One slip, one rip, one break, just one can have me falling. I have fallen before, and tripped countless times, but I still move. I drag myself in pieces to a safe spot and try not to move while I heal slowly,achingly, but surely. Though it never heals as it was before, it becomes deformed. And yet, I live. I survive. I conquer. Its like a game, gaining life experience points but with the perks of obtaining wisdom. Even after a storm, disaster remains. I'll admit, I do need support in repairing the wreckage and maybe try to recuperate what's been lost. Yet it seems as though the waterfall will never fill the shallow space beneath, as I am still extant. But alas, I'm at the drop off ready to plunge into this new found pool of rumbling waters.